Thursday, July 23, 2009

SS or Strawberry Shortcake

So from this point moving forward I am going to refer to the future baby girl ages 1 to 3 as healthy as possable with prefernce of red hair and green eyes AKA needle in the hay stack as SS or Strawberry Shortcake. For those of you who do not know Strawberry shortcake is a doll, she has red hair and geen eyes and she wears red and pink. Loved her when I was little and it works. I have not bought SS this doll, Wow something I have not bought yet!!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Still waiting for the revised Homestudy

Feels like forever, but then when it is over feels like a dream. Well I am still hoping to get my paper work done! I am just waiting on the home study to be complete! My boys are so ready. They are as excited for their sister as I am. The room is now "SS" room. They correct me when I call the room the "guest room" and they sold Lemonade at a garage sale and bought her Barbie's on sale at the store! So sweet! Summer is warm and they are at the beach with my Mom. I am off with a hurt ankle. All is good! Thank you!

Monday, July 20, 2009

The little 3 yr old w/ red hair and green eyes

So I have a picture of a girl that may or may not be still available. I have seen 100's of photo's of orphans that I have seen. Some I have thought wow that could be my daughter with out any attachment, and when I find they have been adopted I am so happy for them and their new family. But there is one, red hair, green eyes just turned 3 and oh how I am in love with her! They could tell me anything and my answer would be "yes" I will take her. She is my daughter, big sigh. I am trying to get her! I adore her! I ask God daily to make her mine. I send her love morning noon and night. This is me putting it out to the world that I have broken the rules and fallen in love with this little angel! I had a dream about HER before I ever even saw her picture! I dreamt she was mine and then the next day I saw her photo and she was just as I had desired her. I would be so grateful to have such a daughter! I would love her, and take care of her and help her become the wonderful person that my boys are becoming, I would give her the most amazing Brothers any child could have and her dad, well he is the best. She will get love and hope and joy! God this is my prayer, my soul asking for this very big favor! Help me get my little angel!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

paperwork is the name of the game

It is my turn and I am off and running to do paperwork, and to get the people around me to do thiers! It is a game I always feel like I am loosing, I was done in early may, well I thought but then NOOOOOOOO more to go! So we will see!

Monday, July 6, 2009

Home Study

SO when I relocated to the new agency I need to completely change my Homestudy. I was bragging to my new agency how great my HS guy was, how fast he is, and how quickly he responds, NOT!!! I can no longer get him to email me, or give me a timeline or price to change the home study! HELP ME!!! He is great! I need him quick! Pray for godspeed! Pray for my little girl!